Pain, doctors, pills, side effects, often addiction, worse yet overdose, death.
We live insuch a time of pain pill addictions.
It’s so very sad, that something that was made to help a person with true aches and pains, has turned into a major epidemic where people are pill addicts and overdose victims.
From a personal standpoint, I can tell you they are very dangerous.
In some cases, when taken for a very short period of time, per doctors orders; they can leave you with side effects, sometimes serious.
Side effects that you may be forced to live with from now on.
I tell you that from actual personal experience, I was prescribed Dilaudid three times a day, for seven days after jaw surgery.
I could not function, all I did was sleep except when hubby woke me up for a boost to drink and more medicine.
When I finally finished it, and I finally could stay awake, slowly got my brain out of a weeklong fog, got the limbs working again, I thought to myself ok, ” I survived the surgery and the hardest part of recovery.”
But would you like to know a secret?
My problems were just beginning!
My entire body woke up, except for my stomach and digestive system.
The Dilaudid had paralyzed my digestive system.
It took a few years, several doctors, test after test, trial medications, and finally several trips to the Mayo Clinic in Florida, and even more tests, bunches of them, till I finally got a definitive answer and diagnosis.
What was the diagnosis?
Severe gastroparesis due to the Dilaudid prescription that was prescribed in 2012, some four years earlier.
Prognosis, basically my body could not process food as my digestive system should. Plan of care, boost and ensure and such drinks, at least six per day, lots of water, Benefiber and peppermint herbal tea, no food.
For how long you wonder? The rest of my life; all because of a week of strong pain pills.
I have finally started getting used to it, I stick to my medical plan of care, eat some real food on Saturdays only, and then suffer in ways you can’t imagine til Wednesday when I medically treat it.
Week in, week out, this month, next month, next year, for the rest of my life.
But it’s hard, everywhere you look there is food. Restaurants, billboards, magazines, television, movies, family get-togethers, Holidays, cookouts, Church socials, even grocery shopping.
All of it is a never-ending reminder of the agony of pain pills effects on my system.
I try so hard to act like it doesn’t bother me when everybody else is eating, and I’m drinking a protein drink.
But it does, oh how it does.
I am 53 years old, I was in my mid 40’s when all this started, ensure and boost is for seriously sick Seniors, not a woman in her fifties.
Truthfully the whole situation just stinks, all because of pain pills.
People, please listen to me.
Pain pills are ever so dangerous, the side effects, the fact that your body gets immune to them, and the pain gets worse, so you go back for higher doses again and again.
I don’t want anybody to ever go through what I do, and it can be avoided by just staying away from pain pills.
Most all of us have aches and pains, but use a muscle rub, ice, heat, massage, icy hot, aspercreme, bio freeze, the lists are endless, anything but pain pills.
Folks, please don’t become another statistic, don’t get so hooked on them that you become an opioid addict.
You’re worth more than that! Your loved ones, family and friends care and love you dearly!
I’ve known so many people that have gotten seriously ill and some actually died from opioids.
Some I think were by accident, simply took too many, but some were planned and deliberate.
Don’t do that to your family and friends, not today, not tomorrow, not ever.
I’ve seen loved ones hooked on pills, stressing because they need their next ‘fix”. Going to great lengths and stupid stunts to get it.
You can not start to imagine how much your addiction hurts your family and friends who love you!
LISTEN TO ME, if you’re sitting there thinking, “Oh you’re wrong, my family and or my friends do itwithme, it’s cool, it’s what everybody does.”
Listen and please listen good. They areNOTyourfriends.
True friends want the best for you, and pain pills are anything but the best for you.
They destroy your body, you can become addicted, and keep wanting more and more, till one day you possibly overdose, and maybe, just maybe, somebody will find you in time, to get you medical help, maybe.
To visit you in a hospital is one thing, but to have to visit you in a cemetery is the worst thing ever.
You’re precious, you’re wanted and you’re loved by so many!
Don’t destroy your life and the life of your friends and loved ones because of stupid pain pills!
Don’t cause your loved ones to have to visit you in the cemetery with so many unanswered questions, the biggest one.
“Why did you do this?”
“Why didn’t you leave the pills alone?”
“Why didn’t you care enough to stop what you were doing to yourself?”
“Why didn’t you come to us for help?”
“Why didn’t you love us enough to stop?”
“What do I tell our children when they ask why you had to die?”
“Why were you so selfish, that you didn’t care enough to leave the stupid pills alone?”
“Why did you leave me?”
“I love you, I need you, I so want you back here with me.”
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT SOME OF THESE HORRID PICTURES ARE ABSOLUTELY GUT WRENCHING, BUT IT’S WHAT WOMEN ARE DOING TO THEIR BABIES!
First thing I want to say, is that abortion is wrong, at any age, at any stage, for any reason!!!!
So many people feel there is nothing wrong with having an abortion.
I can’t even imagine how they can even start to feel this way.
How can a person think that?
Why would a person think such a horrible wicked thing?
It’s going to tear your heart out, it did mine choosing real images of precious babies being killed in such horrible despicable evil ways.
But if you are NOT PRO-LIFE, and you think there is nothing wrong with these gruesome acts, I pray this touches your heart and changes you immediately.
A fetus is a baby, a helpless little baby, that has not harmed you in any way.
Your baby would bring you joys beyond measure if you would only think of this precious baby instead of your selfish life.
LOOK ……… LOOK HOW THEY KILL YOUR BABY…….
LOOK WHAT YOU CHOSE TO DO…….
I hope those images are seared into your mind and heart forever if you think abortion is okay.
Simply put, ABORTION OF A BABY AT ANY TIME, ANY STAGE, IS COLD BLOODED MURDER, CAUSING PAIN TO THAT PRECIOUS CHILD INSIDE YOU!!!
I will never understand their reasoning of taking an innocent life in such a brutal way!!
A baby is a human being from the time of conception.
God planned this special unique baby to be conceived and born exactly to the woman that is pregnant for a wonderful purpose.
He knew this precious baby long before you ever even conceived this precious little one.
He knew how many hairs would be on their little head, whether it’s a boy or girl, and everything about this precious life. The color of their little eyes, everything.
God created this special baby for a purpose and knew all about the life He had planned for this precious life, this precious baby!
And then this cold-hearted selfish woman, decides I don’t want this baby and decides to have an abortion.
Why? How can you do such a hideous thing, how?
A precious little baby to hold in your arms, sing lullabies to and rock to sleep, and love with all your heart!
A precious child to watch grow up and be that sweet little boy that adores his Mommy, and comes walking in the kitchen with little dirty hands, where he had just picked a flower for the most important person in the world to him, his Mommy?
Or maybe your baby is a girl, a sweet adorable little girl that loves you beyond words, you two laugh and have fun playing with dolls and having tea parties, that sweet little girl that wants to be like her Mommy, dressing up and playing in your pretty shoes as all little girls do.
A precious boy or girl that you get the privilege of watching grow up, listening to people talk so affectionately of your child. “Oh she has your eyes,” or “Oh look he has your smile”.
A precious child of yours that gives you lots of hugs and holds your hand, and snuggles close and says, “I Love You, Mommy!”
A precious little child that says “Mommy will you read me a bedtime story?”
A sweet little girl that watches you in the kitchen and asks “Mommy can I help you make cookies?” Then you spend time showing your little girl how to make and frost cookies, with lots of laughs and giggles.
That darling little boy of yours that is outside playing and falls and scratches his knee, and who does he come running to?
His Mommy of course, because she loves him more than anybody else in this world, and she can make everything better.
You clean and bandage his little knee, and give him a hug and kiss and all is well in his little world again.
Then as they grow up, they come to you for advice, because your Mom and Moms have all the answers, for school questions, problems with friends, their first crush, and on and on.
When they graduate school and are ready to go to college or perhaps move out on their own because you have raised them well; and they are ready to be a wonderful adult like their Mom or Dad.
Or maybe its time to plan your daughters’ wedding, and oh the joy you both share planning for that special day whenshe gives her heart to a wonderful man, and you gain a son in law.
Or your son brings this sweet girl home, and you just think the world of her and they marry and you gain a wonderful daughter in law.
Or the greatest joy of all, one of your grown children comes to you and says “Mom, we have some wonderful news, you’re going to be a Grandma!”
None of that will happen, will it?
You will never know the joys, the tenderness, the love of that precious baby, will you?
Because you were selfish, your career means more, you don’t have time for a baby, or its the wrong time for a baby, your not ready, or you think you can’t take care of a baby, or a baby would interfere with your fun, your life that you are enjoying, or a million other EXCUSES…. YES, EXCUSES!!!!
SO YOU DECIDE I WILL HAVE AN ABORTION, I WILL JUST GET RID OF THE PROBLEM!!! SHAME ON YOU!!!!
A baby is never ever a problem. He or she is a wonderful little baby from the very second of conception. They can move and feel and hear and wiggle their little fingers and toes, even smile while you are carrying that precious life while awaiting their birth.
Do any of you realize that by the time you have missed your period, your baby’s circulatory system and heart are already forming? Their little heart will start to beat that week, a precious beautiful sound to hear.
By the next week, his or her ears, nose and facial features are visible and their brain is developing. Week seven your baby has doubled in size and their little hands and feet are starting to take shape.
By week ten, the nervous system is functioning, organs are formed, she is moving around and her or his little nails are starting to form.
By week twelve, your baby is almost fully formed, reflexes are in motion, hands opening and closing, little toes curling, even gets the hiccups from time to time.
Fast forward a bit, the four-month stage. Your precious baby is sucking her thumb, can sense light and will turn her little face away from your tummy if you get in bright light, and oh how your precious little baby is growing.
The five-month stage 20 weeks, she or he is moving a lot, flexing their little arms and legs, has their sensory organs in place, can swallow and is sucking his or her thumb and can hear his or her Mommy’s voice. You can read or sing and they listen, it’s their Mommy’s voice, their precious Mommy is singing to them!
By week 24, her lips and eyebrows are fully formed, she can hear more and more sounds and looks like a skinny version of that beautiful baby that’s going to call you Mommy one day.
By week 28, she is practicing her breathing in and out, her or his little hair is growing (is it brown, blonde, maybe red), and she can even blink now.
By week 32, your baby is growing by leaps and bounds, bones are getting stronger, lungs are breathing better and that little brain is getting smarter and smarter as you keep talking to him or her.
By week 36, your precious baby is really growing and finishing up her final stages of bone strength and its getting very crowded in there.
And then, at last, your beautiful adorable precious baby is born and placed in your arms, and as you look into his or her little tiny face, you can’t help but cry tears of joy for that precious life, your baby, that you are holding in your arms.
OH — BUT WAIT — THAT CANT HAPPEN BECAUSE YOU DECIDED TO KILL YOUR PRECIOUS BABY INSTEAD!!!
So instead of holding that beautiful baby in your arms, you chose to have your baby brutally dissected piece by piece, skull smashed and tossed away like yesterdays trash, or given a shot with salt or saline to end their life, or partially birthed and stabbed; and on and on with these torturous, senseless, horrible murderous deaths.
We wouldn’t treat an animal like that, yet we kill millions of babies every single day like it’s nothing.
People deliberately do these horrible despicable unspeakable things to a precious little innocent baby. No matter the method, you gave up one of the most precious gifts in this entire world and committed murder of an innocent precious life.
A precious baby that God gave just to you, trusted you with, to love and raise to the best of your ability showering them with love and affection, teaching him or her wonderful things, and protecting them as only a Mom or Dad can.
A precious, adorable living and breathing baby that would have one day looked into your eyes, hugged your neck, kissed you on the cheek, and said…. “I LOVE YOU, MOMMY, YOUR THE BEST MOMMY EVER!”
So ladies, please rethink your decision, because that life is precious. If for some reason you really truly can not raise your baby, take the best care of yourself as you possibly can while you’re pregnant, and then after he or she is born, place that precious baby for adoption.
Do you have any idea how many millions of women would love to have a baby to raise, a child to watch grow up, to love and take care of, and enjoy being a Mom to your precious baby?
Ladies please, please, let’s stop abortion, totally and completely.
One of the first really horrible decisions we made in the last century, is allowing abortion, it seems to have started our world into a downward spiral of more and more evil and less and less of God.
Life is so precious, please stop killing innocent babies, and love them instead!!!!
I promise the rewards of your child loving you is one of the most precious things in the world!!!!!
That’s okay, I didn’t have a clue either til a few years ago.
Heres my story:
I decided to get braces and had to have jaw surgery during the process. All of that was fine, but the second jaw surgery was a mistake. It wasn’t a mistake that I had it, it was a mistake of the timing and the drugs prescribed for the pain afterward. I knew that morning there was a very uneasy feeling even as I sat in the chair as the doctor came in, but I didn’t follow that uneasy feeling and stop and reschedule, and I have regretted it ever since.
Please don’t get me wrong, he’s a good doctor it wasn’t the surgery, it was the pills he prescribed for the pain after the surgery. Even when we got to the pharmacy they were concerned, it just wasn’t prescribed much anymore. Dilaudid, four times a day. HUGE BIG MISTAKE!!!!
I basically stayed asleep for all seven days except when hubby would wake me up for protein and more medicine. I guess the purpose of it was to keep me sedated while the worst part of the pain passed. The medicine did its job but the cost of it was great. I don’t mean the cash cost, the price I had to pay afterward, the damage it did to my body, the damage that can never be cured….. gastroparesis.
It took a lot of doctor visits, tests, specialists and finally a few trips to the Mayo Clinic in Florida to find out what was wrong. I had every test there was for a gi problem, and let me tell you, some of them were anything but pleasant. But at last, thanks to a very intelligent caring GI Specialist named Dr. Wang, I had an answer.
There were even more tests, and the final one, radioactive nuclear testing. It was an interesting and tiring and painful day at the Mayo Clinic that day. At least I made a friend and she and I just spent the day together after eating radioactive eggs, and wondering the halls for hours and then keep returning for pictures every few hours, and for me the next three days. We would just walk around with our hands on our stomachs like we were pregnant, at least it brought smiles from others instead of strange looks.
So what does it do to your life? your body? The answer is simple, it means your stomach is not working, paralyzed, dead nerve. Things just don’t digest, and your entire gastro system is affected.
Some people just have a mild case, that can still eat and enjoy life; others moderate that do okay at times, and other times painful flare-ups, and then there is the severe type. That’s when life changes completely as you know it.
Food the thing that is meant to keep your body healthy is basically a painful poison to your body’s gastro system. You eat some type of food, any type of food and it just sits in there, for my body way too long; causing nausea, indigestion, abdominal swelling, sometimes vomiting, among other things, and enough pain to make you want to scream.
Does it go away in an hour or two, no try a few days later when your stomach is treated. So what do I eat, you wonder? I basically don’t. It’s down now to where it is liquids the majority of the time. Protein drinks, not the ones kids love today; its the ones like boost and ensure; and several of them a day, herbal teas, peppermint oil tea, and lots and lots of water.
I used to hate this routine, it was a very low dark time for quite some time. But after a few years I finally have a routine, doctor approved. Proteins, and liquids (Coffee, tea, water) for six days a week. I eat what I want on Saturday, deal with the pain, GERD, indigestion, nausea and bloating and immense pain til Wednesday morning. And then I treat it with prescription medicine and proceed. Each week of every month; every month of every year.
Do I rebel sometimes and eat on days other than Saturdays? Yes. And I regret it immediately, but sometimes the hunger just gets overwhelming, and at times you get to where you’re so weak you can’t go on, without a bite of solid food and tired, oh my, I’m always tired, always. But each time, I eat like that I regret it horribly, even though I needed it, because of the pain, GERD, bloating, indigestion and on and on, it is unbearable.
What’s really hard, people being normal and eating with you in the same room, or Holidays, you want to eat at family gatherings, but you know if you do, it’s going to bring unavoidable consequences. And I struggle with what to do, so do I just drink some tea, and avoid the food, and physically be okay; or give in to all the smells and eat and suffer for hours and days?
It really is a horrible disease. And the majority of people around you can not start to understand how you feel, physically, mentally or emotionally. It’s not a visible paralysis of a limb, a person cant see a paralyzed stomach so they just don’t and can’t understand.
This blog isn’t for any of you to say bless you, or have pity or anything else.
I wrote this very personal story so that others can understand that pain pills can be very dangerous, even when prescribed by your doctor for just a short time. Please, people, be careful, with what you take, and what you do. And if you have this disease don’t give up, life is still worth living, yes there are changes to be made, but you can adapt to anything if you put your mind to it.
For those of you with a loved one that suffers from this, please try to be understanding and supportive. It’s really hard to accept and deal with. There is no cure, only learning what works for each individual and doing your best to take care of yourself. So folks, please do all you can to help your loved one adapt to this new way of eating or not eating whatever the case may be, they need your support, love, and understanding.
And for those of you with such symptoms, search and find a doctor that is knowledgeable and compassionate that can and will help you.
You can and will get used to this in time, and accept it for what it is.
You can and will get through this.
Because your a strong-willed person and life is meant to be enjoyed, no matter what your circumstances.
I don’t think this site would be complete; without stories from my own life. Today that topic is EPILEPSY……
This one is a tough subject for me, I rarely talk about it, but I feel it’s an important topic that should be discussed. You see I have had this disease since I was a very young adult… I have thought long and hard about this particular blog.
Almost didn’t write it….
But then I got to thinking if I can only help one person to understand they are not alone, or one family member to rest a little easier…… well then, opening myself up and really talking will be worth it..
Let’s get started with my story….. shall we?
I still remember the first time I ever had a seizure.….. I was 19 years old and a young mother of two children. I remember waking up with this absolute horrible headache, a bit tongue, a wet bed, hurting all over, disoriented and scared to death. It had never happened before….
I didn’t even know what it was, neither of us did. I had never ever experienced such a horrible thing…. I don’t mind telling you…. I WAS TERRIFIED!!!!!!
We called the doctor and was seen right away. My husband and I explained how I felt when I woke that morning, they examined me, took blood work, and prescribed the first of many different medicines that I would take through my life.
They also sent me to a neurologist and there I had the first of many EEG tests done, that came back normal, by the way. I have learned over the years that sometimes tests are normal even though epilepsy is a part of your life.
I did not know what to do, how to feel. But I can tell you this much…. I felt scared, confused and like my life was over. How could I have epilepsy? What about my small children I have? How will life be now?
There were so many adjustments to make… For me, the biggest one was I could not drive for a while…
You see I have always been a woman that loved to get out and go and be independent it felt like the most horrible, cruel thing in the world you could do to me.
Take away my driving.
I was angry….
Angry that this was happening to me…
Angry that I could not drive….
Angry that people were watching overme….
I felt like people did not understand me anymore,
They did not know how to act around me, were scared if you will.
What if I had one with them there?
People are afraid of change, the unknown…. It’s just human nature.
I was angry over so many things.
But I think that is normal…. and I can tell you it does pass intime….
After a while, I learned to accept epilepsy……….
the medicines, being careful, watching for signs, avoiding things that could triggerthem…..
The flashing lights, not eating, not enough sleep, too much stress, getting too hot.
There are a lot of triggers, but avoiding them as best you can so help.
But I learned to accept epilepsy as a new part of me and was okay with it.
I didn’t have another one, for a couple of weeks.…
But when I did… it was the exact same way as the first one…
But I was so tired afterward, and so very sick. I remember “tossing my cookies” so many times that day and sleeping a bunch. My mom came over and stayed with me and the children, and I just slept.
In time, I learned that the exhaustion is just part of it…………. It was rough, and this is going to sound stupid…
But I was thankful that at least it was while I was sleeping; at least my children did not witness it…
Time passed, and the seizures were still a huge part of my life.
But LISTEN………….. this sentence is so IMPORTANT…….
IT DID NOT STOP ME FROM LIVING……..
EPILEPSY IS NOT A DEATH SENTENCE ……….
LIFE DOES GO ON!!!!
So what, our brain gets all confused and acts like fireworks exploding up there sometimes….
So what that we lose a little bit of time here and there…
So what if we spend a day sleeping and sore.
So what that we see a doctor till we’re sick of them,
So what if we have blood tests till we feel like a pin cushion,
So what if we take enough pills to fill a bathtub.
LIFE DOES GO ON!!!!!
I promise it has been 30 plus years since I was diagnosed….
So see life really does go on…..
Always remember that!!!!
As you adjust to this thing called epilepsy….. you learn how to take better care of yourself…
You learn to eat right……………. get enough sleep.……………….. avoid being up all hours of the night…………. avoid the flashinglights……………. avoid watching tv in a dark room…………. avoid getting too hot………… avoid unnecessary stress.
So see in some ways, you learn to help all of it, by taking better care of yourself….
and we all need to do that…. illness or not!!
You learn a lot about yourself, and ways you can help to make it better……
What works best for you????
You know your body better than anybody…. so LISTEN to it…..
Does all this stop them???
No……….but taking care of yourself can prevent a bunch of them…….
and taking your medicine faithfully, that is important!
I know from experience about taking your medications.
I got to a point where I was tired of taking them…
So I woke up one morning and made the horrible choice not to take them that day, or the next, or the next.
I so REGRETTED it… I had a HORRIBLE HUGE SEIZURE… HORRIBLE!!!
It was actually so bad, I bit an actual hole through my tongue, and had to be treated for that on top of the seizure.
Please…………. DO NOT EVER TAKE YOURSELF OFF YOUR MEDICINES…….
PLEASE…… NOT EVER!!!!
I understand the feeling of getting tired of it all, I truly do.
But stupid choices hurt you, and in turn, the ones that care about you.
I have had times where I have had 100 plus seizures in one years time, to some years without a single one…
What changes it? Well, I’m not sure.
I do know the better I care for myself the less they are.
So try that, okay…
I was actually able to come off medicines in 2006, per the neurologist after I was seizure free for an entire year.
I was ecstatic!!!
I went seizure free for three years straight, no medicines, no anything….
I just knew they were a thing of my past, even took my medic alert bracelet off.
I felt great…all was well!!!
But then…. well, in 2009, I got injured with my head hitting a concrete floor.
That started them back right away, actually while laying on that floor, waiting on the ambulance, and again in the ambulance.
Yes, it meant starting over as I did in the beginning when I was 19, but I kept telling myself……
It will be okay, I was seizure free in the past and I will be again…
I think a positive attitude is important!!!!
Yes, there were a ton more tests, the doctor visits, the not driving, and all the other precautions for a long time.
But I knew it was for mybest and handled that part of it much better the second time around.
They stopped after a few months, thank the Lord!!!
And once again, I was released by the doctor of all medicines, I just had to keep in contact with her.
I was ecstatic once again!!!!
Oh Happy Day!!!
But…… they came back again, in 2015.
I know you’re probably wondering why this time.
Well, I have a neck injury from the concrete floor fall.
The doctors have tried to treat it, and they ordered neck traction.
I had a really uncomfortable feeling about having it, but I just figured I was scared of the unknown.
You know, how we as people are scared of change and new things.
Well, I thought that was it, I was just dreading the unknown….
This does not really pertain to this topic.
But can I give you a moment of free advice?
If you ever feel like something is amiss, or your really uncomfortable about something.
PLEASE…. LISTEN TO THAT NUDGING……..
STOP WHAT YOU ARE DOING, OR ABOUT TO DO…..
LISTEN TO THAT INNER VOICE!!!
It will save you a tremendous amount of grief. At least, that has been my experience…
Okay……back to the story.
I had a horrible sense of apprehension as I walked in, but as I said, I figured it was just fear of the unknown.
Y’all can imagine what I’m going to say next.
They started the traction and about halfway through it, I had a seizure….. first one in six years!!!!
I was heartbroken. I had gone so long without any; how could this be happening again?
But they were simply just trying to help… I realize that nobody there could have known it was going to wake the seizure monster again…
But oh,….. it did. And this time a real monster!!!!
Everything changed… more doctors, more tests, more lab work, more medicines….. and more restrictions than ever.….
Why do you ask?
The patterns had changed….. now for the first time in my life, they were happening at night….. but now also in the day.
It really changed my life this time. They were uncontrollable for a long time.
I actually gave up driving for almost two years this time. And even today, I still have restrictions.
Can I be honest and tell you something?
I got mad, really mad…
I got depressed big time…
I really had a hard time with the epilepsy monster being woke back up again this time.
It almost got me down, way down.
The neck injury has changed me in a lot of ways, and not for the better.
The biggest thing now is that it affects my mind.
Ican’t remember like I did, can’t do the cognitive thinking as I once did.
I don’t do well with loud noises and lights etc.
And the memory, well it’s slipping fast.
Please do NOT think all of this is from the seizures, it is NOT!
It is all more from the severely injured neck and other health issues…
But you know what?
I’m still me, I’m a person that simply has some health issues and epilepsy…..
But epilepsy does not have me, it does not define me.
The seizures have become almost nonexistent again.
I have only had one day of bad ones, and it was from an injury in the kitchen.
Word of advice…. never sneeze while using sharp objects in the kitchen.
It might save the edges of your fingers.
So life, as far as epilepsy is concerned is getting better all the time.
I’m even considering talking to the doctor about tapering off the medicine again.
Perhaps this time there will not be any more injuries, and I know there will never, ever be neck traction again, ever.
And even though I may not be able to think like I did, and some things are different…….well, that’s okay too.
Because it all still comes down to attitude.
Epilepsy is not a death sentence. Nor is the damage from the seizures.
Sure there are good days and bad days, but those good ones make the bad ones tolerable.
Life goes on, I’m still me, your still you…..
Were both still here and life is soooooo worth living…
Remember you are a wonderful person, that just simply has epilepsy…
Life is worth living, life can be really great…. don’t ever let it get you down.
A healthy attitude, good lifestyle choices, and precautions can make a world of difference in your life.
Remember you are not alone, and the more you learn, the less scary it is.
Knowledge is power……. So learn all you can.
But most important of all,
TAKE CARE OF YOU!!!!
YOU ARE SO WORTH IT!!!!!
to be continued…… part two: Your loved ones and epilepsy!!!